Potatoes. :D

Hhahahaha..this is so freaky.

Name: melissa
Date: 8/9/2009
Colorgenics Number: 16542370

You don't need anxiety and problems. All you really seek is a conflict free environment which can offer peace and mental security. You don't like the idea of being alone and, whatever the reason, at this time of your life you feel as if you are being 'left out'. What you really need is perhaps some 'tender loving care'.

You are looking for something different. Your imagination has been working overtime and you are seeking adventure - and you'd like to share that adventure, the new experience, with someone like yourself: Imaginative, Enthusiastic and Sensitive.

You are not an argumentative sort of person and 'rather than fight - you'd switch' (an old cigarette ad cliche). But when you try to assert yourself - as sometimes you may try to do - you meet with so much resistance and effrontery that manifests itself so obviously that you become hurt, indignant and resentful. So in order to have peace and quiet you tend to become inhibited. You keep it all to yourself but deep down, you 'feel' and 'hurt' a lot.

It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer.

You have so many ideas that you would like to revitalise but you need to realise a stable and peaceful condition to do so. Once you can free yourself from all the aggravation and tension around you, you will make strides that may amaze you. You will not be prevented from achieving all the things you so desire.

hey ya'll (:
it's time to ramble bout stuff!

-angels & demons
is the COOLEST show ever yo! HAHA xiaojiao nd i were like. screaminglike madddd.
'OHMYGOODNESS HE'S TARGETTING HERE. NO NO! THE NEXT PLACE IS THERE!'
'EEYURRRR I DON'T WANT TO LOOOOKK D:'
and angweijie made me laugh today until my stomach pain. nyaa. and he made me laugh right in the middle of a nice jap meal at northpoint...

-monsters vs aliens
ahha i wanna watch!
I LOVE BOB THE JELLY HAHA.

-redrain
i've gained alot insights from this whole concert.
and i really learned how strongly our supervisors and leaders really love us.
i've only experienced a teeny wittle bit of what they have to go through everyday, everyweek.
juggling ministry, studies, people work, etc..
yet doing it all w so much vigor & dilligence and most of all love.
i love my leaders.
they're so amazing.
i wanna be just like them..

attendance was awesome too!
f21 brought 52 friends!
and even though some of them backed out, there were still so many people that came.
pamelia, jane, hanna, elson, bonevieve..
and i got to know some people from other cgs too.
like wen le and wei pin..
can't wait to join them for lunch this thursday.. haha..
let's move on into INTEGRATE together :)

-'i don't wanna go to school'
this is really why you shouldn't surround yourself with a negative environment.
listening to this song so many times (according to iTunes it's been 63 alr) really makes me don't want to go to school. i need strengthh God would you not help me.

-i'm meeting Fifi tomorrow!
haha yayy. i'm so looking forward to it. i wanna learn as much from her as i did from Dominic (yay awesome/anointed/fun/loving leaders) :)

-musicforOlevels?
haha.should i?? contemplating.....but i can't wait to try it out. :)

-upcoming events
ZONEF camp!!
haha IT IS GOING TO BE SO FUN.
i'm gonna try and drag jane with me (:
given such an amazing planning team. like duhhhh haha.
we can only expect the best (:
we're all gonna grow lots!

-sudden urge to talk about people
Dominic
iseriouslycannotbelieveyouwereabletotolerateteachingmefor9lessonsstraight
i just wanna say a big thankyou for taking out time to just teach and guide me, even during your exams..i really learnt alot from you and i really wanna catch your heart and your spirit :)
inspiration yo!

Xiaojiao
saaaaajiaooooooooooooooooooo.
haha
just want to say you're the most amazing ever (:
many people have come and go, but you stay strong.
knowing you for 8 long years has been a great blessing.
and i'm happy and blessed to just be able to walk this walk with you, supporting the cg, growing in projection together.
i mean..look at where we are now from the day we stepped into hoGc 2 years ago.
hey, the future's awesome. :)
let's build a great cg, together with a great zone, with great pastors and leaders.

Weiling
haha.
you're the superb-est man.
your heart and your spirit really inspires me. so much like pastors and God. :)
it's a great blessing to have you lead f21 (:

God would You not bless Pastors.
bless Dominic.
bless Xiaojiao.
bless Weiling.
as they've been so faithful to You, I know You'll bless and prosper them, according to the measure of faith in each one of them.

Bring F21, zone F, hoGc, everyone to a whole new level of loving, caring, serving, giving.
mould us into the unstoppable church running for You.
Prayer.Giving.Prayer.

haha. being alone is quite fun at times.
but being around people is so much funner. (:
march hols are getting really dull. can't wait for cg and sow tomorrow! heard they're playing 'Jesus' and it gets me real excited (: yeapyeap.

but it's funny.
just a few days back before jtc. we were all freaking out about jtc and we were like 'argh, we're gonna die' and all that. right now we're all having post-camp syndrome. that was the funnest camp ever despite the pt, and im really super gonna miss it man. haha. last jtc already! marks that we're moving on to old-hood. D: but at least we can still sing the banana song (:

oh and zone f chalet.
argh.
realised from lynette that every chalet i also the first one to knock out. whoops. but still. ate a really nice lunch the next day (: changi village the food owns!
'all the food here very nice one, if not nice the stallkeeper got stress.' - Lynette
but heard i missed a prayer meeting just because i was sleeping. and heard also that they were shaking me and wrestling with each other the whole night. and i didnt even budge. tch.

but through it all i seriously miss church manzxczx. i was there for zone f service though (:
heard that saturday and sunday were really awesome. oh man. can't wait for tomorrow. im gonna literally run to church. i miss everyone inside too. though it's just a few days. can't waitttttttt (:

hey. being alone is fun (: but i can't wait to be around the rest of my family (:

No. I'm gonna fight this alongside Pastors and leaders. I'm gonna be a missionary and preach the gospel to the world. devil, watch out. you're doomed.

layyourhandsoffthem.

And this is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved
Of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flames

And this is my prayer in the battle
When triumph is still on it's way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I'll stand

All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
have a reason to worship

This is my prayer in the harvest
When favor and providence flow
I know I'm filled to be emptied again
The seed I've recieved I will sow

P.S
mingzhen, pris tan and jolie are really funny and cool people (:

wow. the past week(s) has been so exciting. hard to squeeze it all into 1 post man .
oh well (;

haha.
highlight of the week :
modern day martyrs seminar

it was super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super awesome man.
first night was on projection and all..and God really placed something in me that night (: and i learnt alot (as usual) from moomoo and charr (: on the day before i was feeling super down coz i was sick and all.. and after that cindy came (: when i saw her i made once last push and shouted SIAO out loud. (her schoool - xxxx school = 8am - 6pm. ONE BREAK ONLY LEH) and it made me realise. pushing myself to shout/say things really loud when i'm down makes me feel alot better. and well. after that i got super high. friday felt so much better. especially after eating that super nice addictive (drug) sweet noel had . i ate like. 5 that day and i went crazy from sugar rush. eheee . and yeah..and through this whole seminar what really stuck to me the most was the testimony of manche masemola. 15 years old, a youth, was martyred after 9 years of endless beating week after week as she went for bible studies FROM THE AGE OF 6. i want the radical spirit she has (: amazing amazing woman.

and pastor joakim mentioned about role models...and i began to think about all the people in my life who have grown me so much in one way or another (: pastors, maeann, ivan, dominic, dawn, ame, char... and so many other people..so many other amazing people. and as i look at their lives i just begin to realize how great they are and all..yeah. haha. don't really know what to say..just that they are so amazing and i really look up to them and i wanna have the same spirit as they do for God.. (:

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saturday was heartfest!
haha it was super fun (: gladiator, waterbomb, the BOX(one of them had mealworms inside. and once it was over one of the mealworms went home with ben in a ferrero roche box and became his good friend), and so much more. the food was super nice man (: . it passed super duper fast! and my zone f shirt was covered in slime. dizzzzguzzting. haoyi and connie came too..and they're really funny people (: also... YOUNG AND PRETTY ROCKS! though we didn't win, it was still super fun. running down to kopitiam get ice kachanggg then run to city plaza..past that smelly drain..blergh .it felt so much like some 2.4km run .only alot more enjoyable (:

today
final 2 sessions of modern day martyrs...was VERY amazing. (: and today was a really fufilling day too. fought with goreng pisang(xj) over who should take a $5(she tried to sneak it into my bag and overall it became a big yet fun quarrel and overall she still kept it (: ) and can i tell you. seorin and linda are the funnniest everr. and seorin's from korea. and she's really really pretty and when she speaks korean it's super cool. i wanna learn korean one day man. and i learnt alot of deep secrets about person a and person b. but serene is dizzgusting. last time she went to look at person b's leg and said it was hairy.eeeyuh. and i got to see ahphoon again today. missed her loads man. so long never see her already (:

oh well. just now went to harvey norman with the gang.
conclusion :

I WANT A MACBOOK.
and i need to convince GP that she should love macs too.

GORENG PISANG YOU HAVE TO LOVE MACS OKAY? (:
get saved in macs. it will be the 3rd best decision in your life ever (:

P&Iaregonnacomeupwithsomanynewthingsforthesec1s.revivalisandwillcome.you'llsee(: